So here I am

Sunday, August 1, 2010 by B.H.

O Earth! Thou my mother,
To thee, I bow, I smirk.

But might I fly over thee
And look for bread and butter

Dare I betray thee?
A million times dare!

So here I am, ended up waiting, waiting on the muse. My sire compelth me to stay
I know my toils’ worth, I do ask not for it. And I want no words to lose.


But what hinders me is the time
Appears a poet in disguise
A boy with cauldron of rhymes
The boy who believes in vat of lies –– fairytales, rainbows, falling stars and butterflies
Hath turned out to be lies
Oh why!

So here I am, O World

Waiting on the sun
Darkness all unfurled
The day’s just begun.
World torn asunder,
Amidst the white-hot flashes
I hear the rolling thunder,
I look down upon the ashes.

So here I am, Heaven!
Waiting on a prayer!
The bread that wouldn’t leaven
The pain I couldn’t bear.

Inside I know the truth
But my sins are not atoned
I, a prisoner of my youth
Thou, the king upon his throne

Here I am. Away, away from clichés like hurt and pain.
Numbed wholly, and they call me insane.

16 comments:

pH_the princess said...

EXCELLENT .....
where do you get all those words ? old Greek words ??

Anonymous said...

where are you? :p

Naeema Akram-Jehanzeb said...

Beautifully composed! Masha'Allah.

And a wonderful blog, indeed. I'm pleased to read it.

pH_the princess said...

and yeah as shagufta asked where are you ??? :P

B.H. said...

@pH, I learned these words, And Thank you so much :) and I am here, but invisible :D

@Shagufta, I went to see my people at Mars, but I'm back now :D

B.H. said...

@N.A, I am more than the happiest to have you here :)Thank you so much for coming here, and dropping by :D And thank you so much for the praise, I'm honoured! :)

Anonymous said...

so did u bring back butter and bread from Mars? =P You're such a poetish Poet. . if thts even a word =P
awesomely composed! (:

Ph_ said...

good :) hey stop staying invisible then :P and once again EXCELLENT because I read it again just now , you surely deserve it :)

B.H. said...

@Xehra! Haha Poetish poet, I get it! :P Yes! I brought a vat of bread and butter which I can't share :P Haha. And thank you very much :)

B.H. said...

@Phun, Okay and Thanks again :D

Sidrah said...

wow..that is awesome =o

B.H. said...

Hey there! Thank you so much for the comment. :)

Anonymous said...

hey :) that is a lovely piece of writing! I was looking for an about me page at your blog, but i found this!

lovely blog you have..

B.H. said...

Hey! Welcome to My Time Capsule :) and yeah I am too lazy to write the About Me page :P And thank you so much for the praise, I am glad you liked it :)

Anonymous said...

thank you :)
lol I guess you should go for one. Readers like me will wait. :)

B.H. said...

Well, okay I shall. :)

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