Hey bloggy *pokes* been a while?
I feel bottled up right now but since I’ve logged in, I should leave a note. The days are going strange rather quaint. I, daily stare at and inside my olde worlde books and stuff the theoretical stuff off the pages – in my already saturated brain. At times, brainpan literally hurts. I hiccough on the sight of few theories, few problems that are unimaginable to me, stochastic digits and the spine-chilling definitions. But, it’s okay; I’m kind of, sort of…maybe exaggerating the fix. In reality, I like the situation. It is fun when you are (not really) alien to something and you’re grappling to master it, personally I like this practice. My sibling keeps on reminding me that I really have to work hard this time and every time he does so, I give him a go-away look, but he doesn’t understand the look-language and…you know he starts boring me. Speaking of boredom, you know I attend a lot of lectures, few at college and the rest at sweet home, few of them, I heed to and the rest, I hear but…so you can view the picture. Baba is in Karachi
Apart from all this, I’m growing a love-plant for literature again, read “for freaking pawn of Satan” which I’ll have to clip before it grows taller and bigger than one could imagine. Probably, because, I can’t afford distraction atm. I remember last year, when I used to write cool stuff on the last pages of my note books. Well. Must not talk of that.
There were times when I used to have nightmares regularly. Weird times. Nowadays, I covet for dreamless sleeps and I haven’t had one in an infinitely long time. The sleep –– just like a little death with no vision seen in between –– and each day a new reincarnation. A reason to thank the Almighty Allah. Dreams are bad for health – for my health.
I start my day very early. Forgetting unneeded memories, some people and forgiving is one of the first things that I do, that’s easy for me because I have a weak memory; thus, I take “the only advantage” off it. And I have been watching a lot of movies lately, well that’s not a news, is that bloggy? The news is, I’ve been buying them. Because, downloading movies has become like ew for me. You should know that I dislike things for no good reason and also, I like things for no good reason. Enough about me. I think I should cease writing this post now – the first post of this year. So…well, goodbye. =)
7 comments:
Although your blog entry seems like something random about your life these days, I can't help but feel amused at some of the similarities. *shakes her head* Freaky. :D
Yeah! =D freaky right? I know you too, it's quite a cliched sentence but, we do have a lot in common haha. But that's just a sentence, alright? =P
And that's just another sentence. Yeah, I think that's right. :P
Why did you label this post Emily Dickinson ? =p I like the labels of this posts more :P :D Finally you published something on blogger ! Been quite long isn't it ?? :D
The dreamless sleeps are somewhat annoying as well . I get dreamless these days probably because of the stupid courses (some of them!) .
LOL @ *Dreams are bad for health – for my health.*
P.S. There are notes not on the last pages of my book but right between the lectures =p
@Tazeen! Yeah! =D
@Princess! Did you read the word "love-plant" anywhere in the post? Hence, The Emily! =P And I've been occupied by few troubles therefore I just couldn't update. And if you sleep during the lectures, then you'd probably have a dreamless sleep. *grins*
P.S. Very bad habit! Pay attention when old people speak. =P
Oh I see ! I do not know Emily and her work that much so that is why I asked =/
LOL =p True that ! ;p :D
P.S. Hahaha ! :D The real test here is to listen to them simultaneously for two hours ! =p Thus the time pass ;p
@Ph, You don't even try to read her stuff, alright? She was just a loner with nothing better to do than writing stupid stuff on papers, receipts, bills and envelops etc like a fascinating pastime. =P Stay away from her. *laughs jestingly* And did you just say simultaneously? It means, you sleep and listen to them at the same time? Whoa! Go zombi go! =D joking alright? =P
@Xehra! I know, I know, it was too verbose to comment on, my apologies, friend! And aunty, games? yes, heck yes! =P But, I don't get enough time for them these days. =P Haha you're not being lamer, it's just that your sense of humor is improving, which is an awesome thang. =P The kind of movies I watch should not be made public *poker face*. If you know what I mean, they are mawkish, boring, lovely and awesome. *grins*
P.S: I'm just glad I did not ignore it, Zehra. =D
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